Read it and forget it.

Good luck to everybody.

 

I love DELI's signature:"I shall be telling this with a sigh somewhere ages hence: two roads diverged in a wood and I took the one more traveled by." This is exactly what I'm feeling this moment.

Thanks to God I know a foreign language, which my family will never understand in this life. It is a really tedious period for me to hunting a job, but now I know it will be a more tedious one for me to choose a job. Sometimes I think having a job is like having a marriage. You do not choose a marriage but a lifestyle, and sometimes it is even not chosen by yourself but your family. So it is to choose a job. I was almost "over-joyed" when I received two offers in one week, but when I asked myself what do you really want I had no answer. Job for me is like a money machine rather than a path for achievement, not to mention for the dream. Sometimes I think I am really not a realistic human being in this realistic world, and unfortunately, I am not a determined person or an experienced one, either. I feel every step I am taking brings me even far away from what I expected. 

I know everyone has his own way of living and treating others. I can understand and I will respect. But please do not criticize others nor ask for something according to your own wish, because maybe it will be really suffering for that guy.

I'm taking the way the one more traveled by, and I'm tired.

 

Just the mood for tonight